WRITER
CREATIVE TALENT
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Hard to love, harder to be with
I have loved you for years.
My heart beats when I hear your name.
My soul awakens when you kiss me.
Your presence makes me believe I can live forever with this love.
But you are a complicating man to love.
One moment I believe I can get over you.
I make plans and concentrate on my future.
Than you pop up again.
All the energy I put to get over you seems useless.
I prepare again for the adventure you intend to bring me on.
I am happy again.
I don’t know when you will leave again.
I get frustrated that I give you this much power.
I know your feelings for me are strong or at least I convince myself.
Our moments together are precious.
Underneath it all I know you’re a good man.
But how long can I want to be with a complicating man?
VLADINE
ROLLERCOASTER
I Can Do This
I love him.
It’s got to get easier.
When did he change?
I can do this.
I can do this.
I can do this.
I think I still like him.
I’m here for the long haul.
I’ve got to have hope it’s going to get better.
I can do this.
I can do this.
I can do this.
I think I still can do this.
When did I become a trophy girlfriend?
I am overqualified for the position of girlfriend in his life?
I need a sign.
VLADINE
ROLLERCOASTER
I Cannot Get Over You
You made me happy.
You gave me a new vision on life.
You brought out my personality.
I love you
Through your eyes I saw the woman I have always wanted to be.
No one could ever take your place in my heart.
With you my heart hears music.
I love you
I begin to live again with your love.
I was crazy about you.
I dedicated this light that shines in me to you.
I love you
Your kindness towards me is more than someone can ask.
Their was so much hope between us.
Together we built a movie with full special effects.
I love you
You gave me love.
You brought me to heights of ecstasy.
You can see the bottom of my soul.
I love you
You truly loved me.
You brought me happiness.
You seduced me.
I love you
You were my shining armor.
You were good to me.
You are the best.
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I am sorry
I disappointed you.
I never intended to hurt you.
I brought you pain.
I am sorry
I left you to suffer without an apology or even a word of explanation.
I lied to you.
I am sorry
I would pay my way back into your affections.
I didn’t mean to embarrass you.
I know I destroyed something beautiful.
I am sorry
I want your forgiveness but know I don’t deserve it.
I shouldn’t of abandoned you.
I take full blame for what happened.
I am sorry
I embarrassed you.
I hurt you.
I destroyed the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me.
I am sorry
The one I treated most unfairly just wanted to love me.
My debt to you can never be repaired.
You have many reasons to hate me.
I am sorry
Curiosity killed me.
By myself I turned our relationship into dust.
Without you I live a lonely life.
I am sorry
My tears bore you.
My voice drives you crazy.
You hate me.
I am sorry
Could we ever be together again?
Is the tear in our relationship too wide to ever be repaired?
I love you and I am sorry
VLADINE
ROLLERCOASTER